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let's not sugar coat this, it's not that sweet,
my mind restrains my lips from speaking those words no one wants to hear,
those words someone has to say.
it's time to kiss goodbye.
i'm so close to ripping out my heart, i'm so close to throwing it in your face.
where would i be then?
no better off than i am now.
alone, afraid, desensitized.
this is not the first time and i'm sure its not the last.
this is the one thing i am sure of, the one thing i know.
let me ask you a question, do you know what's wrong with me?
can you give me an answer?
if not then leave me the fuck alone, quit playing hero.
honestly these tears are not for you, these tears are for me.
the me inside of me, the one that no one has seen, the me i strive to be.
i am so alone, now i'm afraid of becoming desensitized.
at least i think that's what i want.
do you know what i want?
do you know who i am?
do you like who i've become?
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When a fool begins to explain he's in love
Where's the sympathy when he feels he should give up
Well I patiently wait for you
Where does truth begin when you know that it hurts
All the time you spent you feel it's time to give up
I know you'll never come
My arms will not take hold of you
But instead of giving up I wait
I patiently wait for you in the dark
To fall into my arms
When a fool begins to explain he's in love
Where's the sympathy when he feels he should give up
I know you'll never come
My arms will not take hold of you
But instead of giving up
I waited all my life for this
I wait
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Put on flesh and run it through
The things you love, they will destroy you
When the seasons change, my scars burn
Another day of I'll never learn
Those words took you but seconds to say
Forever more and since that day
They will replay
I cease to resist your sweet lips
I cease to exist
Your arsenic kiss
The more time passes by
The more I realize you and I
Were just a lie
So many years believing
Belief turned to hope
Hope changed to doubt
That became bitterness
Which to this day
Turns me inside out
Those words took you but seconds to say
Forever more and since that day
They will replay
I cease to resist your sweet lips
I cease to exist
Your arsenic kiss
The more time passes by
The more I realize you and I
Were just a lie
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Nothing was supposed to hurt like this. missing you was always one more kiss. now there's nothing that i can do. one more nail in the coffin, and it's all for you. always were and always were a simple love story. you were everything i ever hoped and dreamed. drown me in a pool of my blood. it's getting harder just to breathe. i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't see me sleep. it's getting harder just to say the right things. i've seen the angel's face, and i've heard her sing to me. from my reflection on this razor blade, i've heard ten thousand dying screams, and they're calling me. the day will break on this saddest day, so don't let me wake. i've heard this all before, and i've seen this over and over again. don't let me wake. drown me in a pool of my blood. it's getting harder just to breathe. i'll suffocate you faster just so you can't see, so you can't see me sleep. so you can't see me sleep. the day will break on this saddest day, so don't let me wake. i've heard this all before, and i've seen this over and over again. don't let me wake. nothing was supposed to hurt like this. and missing you, was always one more kiss. and now there's nothing that i can do. there's just one more nail in the coffin. there's just one more nail, and it's all for you. i've seen the angel's face, and i've heard her sing to me. from my reflection on this razor blade, i've heard ten thousand dying screams, and they're calling me. the day will break on this saddest day, so don't let me wake. i've heard this all before, and i've seen this over and over again. don't let me wake.
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Hopesfall - The Bending
06:40
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this is just the in between
the point where worries can shatter dreams
this is that look like i'm going to throw it all away
this is infatuations best kept secret
and those are the hovering eyes that glide and glare
so not another word of this conscious bending conversation
i'll find it before i revolve around the tips of their tongues
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Open Hand - 11th Street
04:38
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As we lie here in bed
Your eyes run right through me
Did you hear what I said
I'm falling
I'm falling down
Falling down
She said
And I thought that you would listen
We were not meant to end
I still don't know
What we always were
And I thought that you would give in
You told me love would never die
But you lied
You always lied
There was a time
I thought you were something
Something that I would never be
Now is the time
I know that you're nothing nothing
That I would want to be
Did you hear a thing I said?
Your eyes roll right through me
And I thought that you would listen
We were not meant to end
I still don't know
What we always were
And I thought that you would give in
You told me love would never die
But you lied
You always lied
There was a time
I knew you were something
Something that I would never be
Now is the time
I know that your nothing
Nothing that I would want to be
I feel like I am falling into my needs
I need for you to open your eyes
So give me one more try
I'll show you i can this time
To give my life
So give me one more try
So give me one more try
I feel the sun now
I feel the sun now
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I'm feeling a distance
Something I never thought could be
Help me I'm changing
Help me I need your sympathy
Won't you save me
And take me in, take me in
Won't you save me
And take me in, take me in
If you say what a waste then take me in
Won't you save me
I'm asking
It gets harder the more
That you don't believe in me
Hate me for quitting
Don't hate me for falling on my knees
Won't you save me
And take me in, take me in
Won't you save me
And take me in, take me in
If you say what a waste then take me in
Won't you save me
I'm asking
Won't you save me
And take me in, take me in
Won't you save me
And take me in, take me in
If you say what a waste then take me in
Won't you save me
I'm asking
Won't you save me
And take me in, take me in
Won't you save me
And take me in, take me in
If you say what a waste then take me in
Won't you save me
I'm asking
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we drove these streets heads to shoulders
existing to tell the tales of letting go
and now we're strangled to tears on the fallback farewell
its all in our heads
the faint whispers
i tried to tell myself when its already over
that the reasons found decoys
and this is holding me back
as if to say what you thought you heard
i wish i did
i don't want to feel this pull as this city becomes home without you
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you are the fucking disease. another day, another memory. but i have fucking failed. i turned another lie into the work of a saint. so where is the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you won't take me. now it's me. now it's me. all that's left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising. rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistakes. sickness fills the air. another life that you wish you could fake. your eyes will cut through me, but it's a risk, that i must fucking take. i must take. so where is the cure? hundreds of souls with the look of horror on their face. now i rise from my knees. i will not live in misery. you won't take me. you will not destroy me. you cannot destroy me. and i'll fight you with every ounce of strength i have left, and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss. so look at your fucking horror. horror. i want to see your face. show me your true face. i want to see your face. show me your true face. my heart belongs to you, so save me. my heart belongs to you, so save me, for the sake to give it away. still beats, still beats inside of me. my heart belogns to you, so save me. and my heart still beats. and my heart still beats. my heart still beats, so save me. my heart still beats.
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This is my life down here with me
One mistake for which I still pay dearly
Self-reconstruction
after a granted wish
for annihilation
The dissection of definition
the bitter bite of memory
Cringing in anticipation
The reflections on which we used to rely
crushed were we to discover
that they could only lie
Don't lie to me and say you'd die for me
What would you die for
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