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Hotel
00:58
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This is the sound of the room at the hotel
so many secrets you keep and you don't tell
Jesus and Mary will cry with an angel
There's not a place in between heaven and hell
Listen to me now
All the things I've done
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Prototype
03:16
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I made her from pieces of stars the ones that fell when you shot through
A sky that burned not to return
No other element would do
Her soul was grown in the bathroom her heart is just a red balloon
I gave her lips from wild orchids when she came out of the cocoon
Not the real thing
I can barely see the sun now it’s blue
I can barely see the sun because she kisses like a prototype
I programmed her with eye color
Majestic emerald green uploaded with your attitude
She will do it like a machine
But no matter how hard I've tried
She never smiles unless she's high and just like you won't ever stop crying
Please come back and rescue me from the machines
I've been wandering while you do it with somebody else
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Just Another Day
03:47
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There's a girl with a lollipop on my mind
When I get this high she's got the flavor
Jesus Christ is a mannequin in real life
Down on Wilshire he does me favors
Some loracets are white
And some are blue
The colors are all dying it's true
Just another day without you yeah
And I call your phone to hear you say hello
That dirty voice inside a number
And I'm always trying to get in your window
Just like the lightning and the thunder
Wanna use you like a drug
Don’t wanna live inside this world without your love
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Not An Angel
03:14
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I will be waiting right here only to roam
When the bells chime like there is no tomorrow (and you're gonna take me home)
I'm never gonna ever gonna belong to another no
Leave me alone I am not an angel yet
My candle shines at nighttime through the dawn
But my darling you have fallen and don’t belong
(and I can't carry on)
my candle shines without a doubt
but the wind in your wings blows it out
and for my arms it is too late
and your wings are gonna have to wai
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Walker's Ridge
03:21
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In walker's ridge love is not enough
and time keeps ticking on without us hand in hand the gods will ignore
confuse the rain here comes your face a strange one with familiar traces
silver tears you left there before
now will you fall into a different world
where I'd be the only one
I've only missed you picked my locks and tried to guess who's come around and who has stayed
and I've tried to stay alive I cry myself to sleep every night dreaming to recapture the faces you made
I've got two pills and the usual drink
and I'll be the only one
you drive me crazy
you know that you do
it hurts that you won't be mine
in walker's ridge time is not enough
to burn the houses down looking up
eye to eye the gods will recognize
you left a trail of tears behind and all the streets end up intertwined
so walker's ridge is where I will die
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Ordinary High
03:09
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Daddy's girl is kissing herself in the mirror
supposed to be tucked into bed just fine
that was before the decision to dial my number
I said pick up the phone and call sometime
In your white room those windows are the way to the dimensional
I can show you where it goes princess
Look at those crazy eyes
It's Monday but this is no ordinary high
Cuz even when it's wrong its right
It's Monday but this is no ordinary high
As we ride and ride it will only get clearer
Daddy's girl isn't coming home tonight
But your morphine lips are gonna be a painkiller
I said this is no ordinary high
Accidental overdose and it feels like it's intentional
I can show you how it goes princess
Daddy will be worried he locks up his baby dolls
Daddy will be worried from the window she will fall
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I Can’t Make You Love Me
03:27
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The shadows are alive without you
They're in my heart you broke into
I went down to my knees for you and tried to make believe
And you can't say that it's not true woa
I'm coming to get you baby
I can't make you love me
No I can't make you stay
Low is far above me
When I let you run away
Remember life is almost over
Even sheltered halls will flood with rain
I hope the whites and greens and silver sheets and diamond rings
Will be enough to ease your pain woa
And I can't make you love me
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Andrea
03:16
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You make me want to die if looks could kill then you'd be a murderer
Dying in the hills of Hollywood I found out that you got lost with her
Tell her to call me yeah
One more time
The night is closing in
Andrea you came and stole my girl
With just a kiss
Are you gonna save her from the world
But you kissed her lips
Andrea you come on
Like a machine
Andrea the night is closing in
Don't you know what I mean?
Living my days in the future
You came in and had a baby
Entertaining this sensation
Andrea you took my girl from me
If looks
If looks could kill you'd be a murderer
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Bones
03:41
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They talked about it like you were a piece of cake
One that tasted just like a sugar snowflake (they would beg for their lives)
Still all their parts would break
See my own reflection
On your tongue
From this kiss there is no where to run
Bones
The boys all thought they were to tough to get hurt
Bones
Now we all cry like little girls
So now I guess it's my turn to get butterflies
When you smile and unlike them I will realize (this bedroom is a graveyard)
With mirrors in the sky
You were gonna hurt me so bad tonight
From this kiss there is nowhere to hide
Bones
Under your bed
Then the boys can rest
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Be a Man
03:40
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And so she dances in your crystal ball
The ballerina of the baby dolls
Under a spell you only call her name
Only her answer can undo your pain
Her swirling hand is like a magic wand
Its gonna hurt this time the fairy dust is gone
Be a man
Don’t let her do that to you
She's a bad girl gets to cry all day
The darkness is the only place that she’ll play
The broken veins from all your wounds are raw
You're not the only boy that waits for her call
Oh woa
She's on the dark side
Oh woa
And it will neutralize
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Sleep With Me
03:43
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Your heart is tired and I feel it
Your hand is letting go of mine
The night is falling and it's stealing
The last of our little light this time
In the arms of eternity
Twilight finds you in my arms the morning finds you gone
We gotta dream forever
We gotta pretend we're still in love
I wouldn't dare try to wake you
Sleep with me you're dreaming of
When newborn rays of sun
Dare to shine through the shades
Cold virgin air is just all that remains
Hear my call
Let darkness fall
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12. |
Check Out
01:19
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Instrumental
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