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you are the fucking disease, another day another memories, but i have failed i turned another lie into the work of a saint, so wears the cure, hundreds of souls with the look of horror on there face. now i rise from my knees i will not live in mystery, you wont take me. know its me. all thats left is a bitter taste of a life that was once so promising, rather cut at the wrist than laugh about your mistake, sickness fills the air. another life that you wish you could fake , your eyes will cut through me, but its a risk that i must fucking take. i must take. so were is the cure , hundreds of souls with the look of horror on there face, know i rise from my knees , i will not live in mysery. you wont take me, you will not destroy me, you can not destroy me, ill fight you with every ounce of strength that i have left and i'll seal it with a bullet and a kiss. so look at you horror. i want to see your face , show me your true face. my heart belongs to you, so save me, my heart belongs to you, for the sake to give it away, my heart still beats.
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Sweet Vampirous
01:24
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i've cursed this day with no regrets , with no compromise, curse your grace. shallow this hatred that presses its finger to my lips. simple love is to blame , won't lay my head down with this shame, kiss the sky i'm always waiting here on the ground. be warned, be warned she'll kill you, be warned she'll kill us all, be warned she'll kill you be warned she'll kill me.
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walk alone , i stare at the foot prints of my life, i think i lost you when i began to run away. so far, so far away from home , your approval was the only crown i seek. i no longer doubt myself, too long i've walked in shadows of my worst enemies, was it worth the game to loss our purities. wont wear the crown of thorns, wont wear the mask of judas, ill never be who you want me to be, you'll never see the beauty i see. mark me for death, mask me for torture. i hope you see my face on your death bed. you played the roll of the angel now you'll see me face in hell , you fooled my mind with your selfish ambition. you played the roll of the angel, now you'll see my face in hell.
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On Wings Of Lead
05:21
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nothing was supposed to hurt like this, missing you was only one more kiss , now there is nothing i can do, one more nail in the coffin and its all for you. always were, and always were, a simple love story, you were everything that i ever hoped and dreamed, drown me in a pool of my blood , it's getting harder just to breathe , i'll suffocate you faster, just so you can't see.so you cant see me sleep. it's getting harder just to say the right things. i've seen the angels face and i've heard her sing , to me, from the reflection on a razor blade i've heard ten thousand dying screams, and there calling me. the day with break on this saddest day, so don't let me wake , i've heard this all before, ive seen this over and over again, don't let me wake.
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What I Bleed Without You
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i've had enough of this , your all the same to me, i want to be alone, eat me alive with your sickness, hypocrisy, cold the blood that courses through me, so should i let it go, my veins run sand that wont pass. you were supposed to be my only cure.you were suppost to be the one to take her place. sorry about tomorrow , i'm not sorry about today, this eats me alive, im going to say what i want to say, you were my one true cure , my only love , you were my one true pain, my only hate. you were supposed to be there. you were supposed to be the truth, you were supposed to take her place, you were supposed to be my solitude. my only cure my only pain, i hate you, i love you.
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midnight we kill, we slaughter the tongue of revolution, to our graves we are marked by the stain of lust. how many times can i trust in you my beloved friend , cause every time i trust i loss, so i believe in nothing . cause of you i still believe in nothing. ill anyways know my roll in this world, no longer fit in your fucking world, you lust ruins everything , like a growning target on my back i feel the knives are chasing, see my eyes are no longer blind, there is a purpose in life today, destroying you every step of the way, from this point on , no more friends. i know my place in this world, no loger fit in you fucking world, this once meant everything to me , now another forgotten effigy. cause only scars remain, broken bones form a hope thats been left, grey i die everytime i hear you name. been left grey. there is a purpose in life today, rise to your feet as we march to our graves. fight back. i can still feel your toughts ripping me apart. tearing me apart, ripping you apart, tearing us apart.
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City Of The Condemned
03:23
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it's fucking freezing outside cause i saw you tonight and almost died , looks like i've seen to many winters in my mind, your stare is cold , you better turn and run away, cause you're the evil, we will keep on hunting you. killing, so what more do you want from me, we will take on the weight that you can't carry, talk your shit about us, we don't give a fuck anyway, you'll be the one to cry, you'll be the one to fade, ill knock you off your high horse, tonight we fucking burn your dream, like glass your heart will break, now who's left to pick up the pieces of your new shattered existence. i've heard this shit before, i'll await the day to see you fade. talk shit about us your the true fakes. you are the true fucking fakes, i'll burn your dream, no apologies, ill burn you dream , no apologies, we'll burn your dream, no apologies, we'll burn your dream , no regrets.
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Mutilation
03:47
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if these pills could they would call my name , a quick end , suicide becomes, so persuasive and dramatic, a beautiful face that lays quietly beside me. and i'll remember every fucking movement. i've lost control, i'm losing control of who i am, nothing seems to fit, these word fill a helpless length of time, they make no sense, but serve every fucking purpose, into substance, remember my face when i'm gone, i've been dead before tonight, i've felt your grip of eternity, your grip of reality, and i'll remember every movement and i'll study it like an infection, curse to your embrace. into substance, crushed by your bloody kiss. together we sleep in an unmarked pine box. been dead before tonight, i've felt your grip of eternity. still remember that first kiss, that first look that first touch and how it never made sense, you built me up just to be broken. i've been reduced to a fucking substance.
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Murder By Numbers
03:30
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murder ascends its beautiful face and sides with me. everlasting sound is sweet, all i wanted was to not be alone, but still you always leave me. i want your eyes fixed on me, so i can watch them as you scream. i won't remember your eyes. i won't remember the jealousy, what choice is left for me, this is a war i must take , to wash these hands clear from choices that i've made. i'm not impressed, still not impressed, now you'll rot. i won't remember your eyes, wont remember the jealousy. wont remember your face and i'll forever curse your name.
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Dead Like Me
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just a paper cut to spill your blood, i hear screams come out the window , maybe next time your caress won't feel like rusted nails, i am the son of rejection, so hold me to the light tell me it's right to feel dead inside. i won't break not today. dead like me. cause beneath this stare is a deparate fight to stay alive. tell me i'm not alone whisper that breath that fuels this fight. from now on this is my life, discontent for the rest of mankind. i'll always remember the way that touch felt and how i was so close, four seconds away from death, three seconds away from you. two seconds away from death , one second away from you. i won't break not today. dead like me. bring it, i look back on a broken mess, pictures shattered with shardes of glass this is what my life means to me.
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Shadow Walker
02:01
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fucking coward, does it make you feel big and strong to watch her cry out and bleed, see the fear in her eyes won't kill the weakness in yours, mother fucker vengeance comes soon. you won't stand in front of me, i'll anvenge my familly. been waiting these six years to destroy you to erase you from this place, so we can breathe, don't want you as a memory. shadow, cast you down. you are just a bitch you think i'll let you forget, someday our paths will cross and you are the one who will bleed, salvation, from my hate, won't break my promise to the one, who gave me this life, been waiting six years to get you out of my head. i'll kill those memories. kill inside.
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Revenge I Seek
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fuck your world and fuck your kind, go fuck yourself, you're fucking barely alive, i used to think what you meant to me , i think of you every fucking day, why the fuck did i let you into my heart now where do i begin, today is my last fucking chance, erase it all and kill my past. fuck what we fucking had, the memories don't mean shit. don't give a fuck about what you'll say, the memories don't mean shit, anymore, you're societies whore, anymore, i'll walk through this waste land before i'll ever hold your fucking hand again, i'll burn forever before i ever see your fucking face again, in hell. fuck you forever, i'll despise you for the rest of these days. fuck you forever i'll hate you for the rest of my life, my life. revenge i seek.
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