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These Days
03:47
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Still waiting...
A touch of turpentine
What are you hiding, girl?
Have you made up your mind?
She's nothing in her fantasies
She sings in broken melodies
That I'm putting back together again
These days we're dreaming of
The ways we fell in love
The things we're guilty of
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Failing
03:14
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I feel this pressure weighing down, weighing down on me
I can't complete a thought, it's hard to breathe, it keeps me awake
I'm walking fearfully through every day, through every place,
but I just can not turn away...
Failing in conversation, but I wanted you to show me
I wanted just to know me like you do
Failing in conversation, but I'm never giving in
Can you take away this pain i'm living in?
I feel this silence raining down, raining down on me
All my weaknesses for you to see, I've lost track of days
I'm right back where I started from
Face to face with what I've become
But I just can not turn away...
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Giving It All Tonight
04:32
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So tell me another story
Make it up as you go
It's alright, we can find a new place to hide they'll never know
We could wait here til morning
It would be safer then
It's alright, we can find a new place to start again
A new place to begin
Put your arms around me now, don't turn around
This city's burning to the ground
So we'll drive for days
And I'll take your fear away
And fail I might
But I'm giving it all tonight, giving it all tonight
I'm only fearing failure
And everything's on track
We're moving forward, never looking back
As long as this will last
Searching for our fate, however far away
We're never coming home
And I need to escape
And you need to be saved
We're in this all alone
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Show Your Eyes
03:54
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A sense of wonder
Finding what is real
What went on here taught me how to feel
We're alone in the memories of how we used to be
It's our time to be honest, our time to be free
You're still breathing
Show your eyes to me
Your heart's still beating
Show your eyes
Frozen under
At times we pay no mind
What went on here taught me how to shine
We're alone here in the memories of how we used to be
It's our time to be free
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In this room I learned to love with you
So in love with you somehow
I've been alone here all this time, I've seen the daylight in your eyes
Through your eyes, I learned to see again
In night fall we are born
We wish for something more
And now with dawn approaching, falling faster than before
Clarity we find in morning light
(so come with me tonight)
Cause this could be the last time you find me drowning in the lie
(so come with me tonight)
It's getting late, the light will fill this room
I'm through with you for now
I've been alone here all this time, another day has passed me by
I'm alive, until I wake again
So so long, my wishing well
You found me in this same hell
So so long, my sweetest day
You took the pain away
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Bring Me Down
03:55
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Welcome to lonely
I'm taking what you owe me
No matter where you are
I swear I'm gonna find you
Broken wings can hold me
You'll never make it right
No matter where you are
I swear I'm gonna find you
So you wanna bring me down
If I beg to differ now
Well I'm never gonna be like you...
Look on the bright side
You're always on the outside
No matter where you are
I swear i'm gonna find you
I can be the taker
And you can be the faker
No matter where you are
I swear I'm gonna find you
No matter where you are, I swear I'm gonna find you here
No matter where you are, I'm walking right behind you here
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There's something going on here, something very wrong
Burn a bridge and drink the water from below
From every way I've grown, and everything I've known
I should've wondered long ago
I'm watching, waiting
For something to make this all worth while
I'm yearning and burning out into the night
So remember me, and sing a revolution
(It's happening, it's happening)
Will I ever be a part of the solution?
(It's everything, it's everything)
I've never been prepared here, I've never even cared
Cause this desert wind, it has me by the hand
From every way I've grown, and everything I've known
I should've wondered long ago
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Running Out Of Time
03:33
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I saw the rain wash her away
It took me to the wire
The sun erasing her in waves
Set my heart on fire
Now I know
She's running out, we're running out of time
Off we go...
Stay the same, I think we're better off this way
Play your game, I'd rather fly than fade away
Replaced her eyes with dollar signs
I'm a fucking star, look at me now
With mine her wishes realign
That's just who we are
Now I know, she's running out
But are we running out of time?
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Just Say The Words
04:23
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I wanted more
I wanted to believe
I'll take what's mine and hold it close to me
So you can see
I'll take my time
Drink away the memories
I'll take what's mine and hold it close to me
So you can see
We're spinning in circles
Keep our feet on the ground
So just say the words, and we'll be on our way
Another mistake, a price to pay
I wanted to tell you, but you were nowhere to be found
I'm just a pauper king without a crown
And the love we had before
Is a kingdom that's worth fighting for
We're spinning in circles
With our feet on the ground
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What Became Of Me
04:42
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If I rise and we fall
Will we find ourselves remembering at all?
You're never coming back, it never hurt like this
Are we understanding or withstanding?
I told you it'd never be this way
It means the world to me
I told you, it'd never be this way again
What fools we've made
Now we find ourselves imagining a way
I'm never coming back, it never hurt like this
Are we understanding or withstanding?
I told you it'd never be this way
It means the world to me
I told you, it'd never be this way again
I'm building daydreams carefully
If only you could see, what became of me
I'm building daydreams carefully
If only you could see
You wouldn't be ashamed of me
I built this daydream carefully
for only you to see
Are you ever coming back? Have you ever hurt like this?
Please believe you're what became of me
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Where I've Been
04:08
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And I don't want to say these things to you,
And I wonder now...
If I don't want to display these wings to you
Could we be one somehow?
Release me...
Trace the outline, fill me in
I can't remember where I've been...
I'll sinking deeper, I'm wearing thin
But can't remember where I've been.
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